ALWAYS THERE

It’s always there,

this non-yielding desire for happiness,

the type that I have never felt,

the type that I only think of,

the type that I have always given out,

the type that I have never gotten it in turn.


It’s always there,

this huge hole in my heart,

that I am not allowed to talk about,

that sucks the waning energy I had,

that seeks filling and feelings,

that no one offers.


It’s always there,

this unsolicited psyche to help,

this non-ending quest to please others,

this availability to all and sundry,

this pleasure to support without measure,

it’ll always be there,

well, except when it’s my turn.

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